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May 19th, 2009

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November 17th, 2008

02:37 pm - yesterday's.gone. I really don't even know like where the fuck to start. Maybe inserting that I just finished taking a bath in the dark while wearing my sunglasses would be a hint at how terrible I am feeling. I don't want to give this a lot of effort or even dedicate a fucking lj to this boy. But I do feel it is necessary to get a few things off my chest. Friday I was excited, looked pretty ok, and bought boo's before going with Suse to pick up Kevin from the train. He was even hotter than I could have imagined. Dressed amazingly and gave good hugs. We got back to my house and started drinking. Due to being on uppers for the last 3 days I had only had a couple of meals and drank slow to keep from getting wasted and making a fool of myself/ We got along uber well he also loved my family and I got an approval from Dabuhd which is like HUGE! And I fucking kept my legs closed telling the boy I wanted to wait/.///Why did I want to wait? Because the boy was feeding my EAR+HEART LIES!@ And me being an idiot believed almost every single lie he had to tell/. I don't fucking get why he had to get emotions involved I would have been fine with just hooking up I didn't need to fucking have someone feed me bull shit to get in between my legs. Saturday about 45 minutes after sexy time he told me some bull shit about why shit wouldn't work out. My response was "You need to go on the couch. You need to go on the couch now." along with a stern "There were a lot of things you should not have said" After sending him away from my face I cried. I cried over some douche bag I had known for like 4 days. Of course I never let him see me cry but I was so fucking upset it was ridiculous. James was going to bed and sat with me as long as he could sit awake for. Amanda was in Fox Lake, Mikey and Patrick were downtown and I was hysterical and lonely. After finally calming myself down I hit up Patrick's some-what twin (except 18 yr old patrick is hotter//) anyhow I played with him while ass fuck was sleeping only a few feet below me on the couch in the living room. I think that was a pretty amazing recover. But if that was so good why am I still so sad.... Current Mood: confused

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August 12th, 2008

12:53 am - let me see you pop that body Tonight around 12:15 I won in a bet being held between myself and Amanda Cooper! 25 read it and weep beyotch! TOMORROW NIGHT GOING OUT FOR THE FIRST TIME BEING 21! .cannot fucking wait. Current Mood: excited

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May 27th, 2008

01:17 pm - that might force you to talk to her again Last week Mikey and I went to a show but ended up liking the first band like crazy rather than the one we actually went to see. Or at least that was my feeling on the situation/// GEE WIZZ STREET JIZZ !!!!!!!!!!!!! ( RanDUMB picture entry, enjoy ) Tokyo Police Club is very good. All these designs Parading on the rooftops All this time, little kids Intrepid Current Mood: okay

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April 24th, 2008

11:48 pm - green tourmaline and white topaz-insert robot voice here- Tonight I got some gifts! It was fucking sweet and I loved it. "Live Jewelry Auctions" is now one of my favorite shows. I want to go see Baby Mama tomorrow night with dabuhd and mickey? My camera needs new batteries I'm lacking in picture stories and that makes me sad. "Now let me tell you something! Why the 15th?" Current Mood: awake

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March 6th, 2008

12:22 pm - I promise hidden words of tenderness in every single line that I write So Dan got a girl to switch schedules with him on Saturday. So we get to have a super good sleepover tomorrow night cus he wont have work until 2:00 on Saturday! And then Sunday he doesn't have work until 12 so all sleepovers will be super fun and he wont have to wake up at like 5 am. ( WEDNESDAY MARCH 5TH 2008 ) I guess I'm supposed to work with my mom today but she never told me about this? So I guess I'm showing up anyways. Still haven't heard back from the animal clinic I called about an opening they had...So any chance I get to work I think I will take. Although I REALLY DON'T feel like going. I think I'm getting sick which sucks but hopefully it will be bronchitis and I'll get the good medicine! Tax Return Next Friday! I want to save the majority of my money but I know I want to either get my Dabowd tattoo or my teeth filed down. It's a toss up between the two at this point? Current Mood: sore Current Music: camera obscura-"If looks could kill"

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March 3rd, 2008

09:49 am Dan's parents are going out of town march 7th for like 2 nights or so THAT MEANS SLEEPOVER!!!!!!!! Hopefully sexy time will be involved. But I don't know how you can have a sleepover with out sexy time! ( March 3rd 2008 REBBERS BAGS A BOY ) Off the market bitches. Fucking sexual Current Mood: happy

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March 1st, 2008

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February 28th, 2008

10:14 pm - are you mad at me for teasing you about looking at my breasts? Dabowd is being hilarious and he just told me to put on some movie called Private Lessons and some like 35 year old woman just asked a boy around the age of 14 if he wanted to watch her undress. Hilarious. And gross as fuck. ( THURSDAY! FEBRUARY 28TH 2000HATE ) Tomorrow I have no clue what is going on but I hope it will be sassy. Still can't get a hold of the grosa I'm kind of wondering if she's pissed at me or something???? Amanda is sexy and I can't wait until she stops watching Lost so we can cyber!@ w00f Current Mood: enthralled

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12:58 pm - your spinning in circles, i can feel the heat between us I just fucking made a whole entry and accidentally deleted that shit!!!!!!!! I am SO pissed! aghhh So lets see if I can mimic what I just did... Today I'm feeling a lot better than I was yesterday. Yesterday I felt shitty and was super irritable until the night time rolled around. Amanda puts the Millionaire Match Maker to shame! Bitch does me real good. ( Wednesday February 27th 2008 ADVENTURES ) I think I have plans tonight but I'm not sure? I canceled my plans to go to Hyde Park for an adventurous photo shoot and I'm really glad I did. I had the best time last night, I felt so comfortable it was nice. I can see myself really liking this kid. I can't wait to see him again. I know it will be fun and I'm hoping a little sexual, so far all we've shared is a kiss on the cheek. He's so not the style I'm used to. But in a good way. It's nice feeling like a lady. Current Mood: happy

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February 26th, 2008

01:31 am - \\her dress was stained and her eyes had a glow// Tonight I hung out with daniel it was fun. started off a little bit different. at first I got the "too nice" vibe but after realizing how similar our up bringing is and how we view relationships I felt a connection. thursday I'm playing doctor. I can't wait. BEST INSTANT MESSAGE EVER! An Appreciation (11:16:27 PM): watch the fuck out Auto Response from rebekah cla1r2 (11:16:28 PM): .You using me, do it slowly. An Appreciation (11:17:01 PM): thats fucked up. you're fucked up man. people are gonna start saying things if you keep putting up shit like that. Current Mood: happy

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February 25th, 2008

02:57 pm - Now don't ever leave me alone, not this evening Amanda Cooper is quite simply amazing. She got a boy to break up with his girlfriend for me. hahahaha amazingggggggg! but I kind of take the cake when it comes to quotes. rebekah cla1r2 (2:53:52 PM): shouldi go shave TEENAGE MOTHER (2:53:56 PM): Nah... rebekah cla1r2 (2:53:57 PM): like i dont wanna have sex rebekah cla1r2 (2:54:05 PM): yeah but what if he wants to get his fingers wet TEENAGE MOTHER (2:54:07 PM): He seems like the type that maybe just kiss the first day? rebekah cla1r2 (2:54:08 PM): hahahahahahahahahahhaahhaha TEENAGE MOTHER (2:54:13 PM): OH god. So I'm hanging out with this boy tonight. It should be sexy I'm excited. I guess I should probably clean up my room...gay! It's not even that dirty just like a million clothes and dishes everywhere. ghaaaaa rebekah cla1r2 (2:56:26 PM): i like small boobs TEENAGE MOTHER (2:56:42 PM): That's why you like me so much. TEENAGE MOTHER (2:56:44 PM): Now I see. rebekah cla1r2 (2:56:56 PM): mmmm rebekah cla1r2 (2:57:08 PM): i just wish you were lactating so i could suckle your breasts TEENAGE MOTHER (2:57:16 PM): Oh my god. TEENAGE MOTHER (2:57:18 PM): HAHAHA. TEENAGE MOTHER (2:57:21 PM): You perv! Current Mood: excited

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February 23rd, 2008

09:32 pm - Push your way on to me, entirely. Rose and Peter already had plans tonight, and for whatever reason I don't know sling is staying in, and Amanda already had plans so after getting ready I just decided to stay home. Patrick came over...well he still is over but he's hanging out with dabowd, steve, and sal. He was actually funny tonight. ( FRIDAY February 23rd 2008 SUCK IT! ) I had my reservations about last night but I had a lot of fun and I'm looking forward to next time. Someone said I looked like a jew. I don't think I can even respond to that. Current Mood: bored

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February 21st, 2008

11:17 am - And if you ever need self-validation Just meet me in the alley by the Railway station So I stopped taking my new medicine because it gave me hives. And I wasn't too enthused on taking something that can make you gain some serious weight. I can't wait till that shit is out of my system. the only thing now is that I have to get put on a NEW medicine. more and more trial&error. aghh ( WEDNESDAY February 20th ) I'm finishing up my tea and then heading over to josery's for some walking and hopefully tea after. But that is if he wants to// I'm in the mood for some nightmare of you Current Mood: shitty Current Music: The Smiths - I Want The One I Can't Have

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February 20th, 2008

07:53 pm my hate in life is for condoms. they hurt. ( TUESDAY February 19th ) tonight I'm hanging out with that mike kid finally after like have to cancel a million times due to weather. tonight I went to a zumba class it was intense. ---feel better amanda i love you--- Current Mood: busy

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06:44 am I just got back from brett's around an hour and a half ago...it's 7 AM I can't sleep and I have a ton of shit to do tomorrow so I'm wondering if sleep is in my schedule at all? saved by the bell is the only thing on and i fucking hate that show. time for another cigarette bitches./ enjoy the lj ( Sunday Night Adventures With Rose! ) I met 2 ass holes and a couple of cute boys. I had sexy time with a boy who looked and talked like casey but was a little bit hotter in the face. I got about an hour and a half of horrible sleep and drooled on some kids pillow. it was quite the night. Current Mood: awake

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February 17th, 2008

01:37 pm - If you want to be the one that hes thinking of You You just need You just need to understand... ...Ah, just turn around Just turn around Whoa A-oh-a-oh I just got off the phone with eric and he was telling me he's been telling everyone at his ICF home about me and my eye shadow which is funny. But he referred to me as his girlfriend which I had to correct him on. But he said he just meant it as a friend who's a girl.. I'm pretty sure I'm hanging out with Brett tonight should be fun he's hot as fuck to say the least. ( well fed and eating with a thousand hands ) so I was able to fit into a pair of my straight legged jeans. It was a tight squeeze but I was happy to have something to show for my hard work. I finally lost some weight since I've been home. Not much but it's a start. 4 and a half pounds and counting. Current Mood: blank Current Music: the honorary title-bridge and tunnel

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February 16th, 2008

12:11 pm - She says I don't want to think about that cause I am married to imaginary friends Last night was nice and sober. I loved it. I got to hang out with a cute boy and both of my girlfriends I really don't think I could ask for a better night. I can't wait to see whats going on tonight because it will be hard to top last nights events. oh and to top off the amazing time I also got my lay on. fucking sexy ( FRIDAY FEBRUARY 15TH 2008 ) Last night Rose bent over for who knows why? And it was probably one of the funniest things that happened all night. Well not really but it was at the top of the list. She was bending and snapping all over red white and blonde hah Current Mood: excited Current Music: Cassino - The Old Year

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February 14th, 2008

09:33 pm - .This coma of factory and bars won't last it's numbing power and it's never-ending winding heart. Today was a really nice day if only it wasn't cold as tits!@@(&@#! tomorrow my goal is to hang out with rosie-posie before meeting up with sling. if she says no, i will be deeply upset. ( THURSDAY, FEBRUARY 14TH 2008, Valentines Day ) play-date with sling tomorrow. that kid mike really wants to hang out but susie doesn't want me having random sleepovers...I guess it's doctor's orders. I get it but she's still my mom she doesn't have to listen to everything they say. lame but whatever I'll just go early in the night and come home at like 4 or something. Current Mood: good Current Music: Cassino - Governor

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February 13th, 2008

10:07 pm - .rhinestones in your eyes. The following Livejournal is fucking sexy enjoy ( FEBRUARY 12TH AND 13TH OF 2008 ) Tomorrow Jose and I are going shopping I can't wait. hopefully more pictures too<3 today was a very nice day. Current Mood: happy

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